Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Baseball all day everyday!

Loving the game means loving everything that goes with it! Even loosing the game means loving it that much more. The excitement of a huge hit or the speed of the throw down the middle! Some of the these moments were the best of my life. And here's the kicker ... I never played the game. Just a sister who watched a classmate & friend that cheered. See the game was always about love. And the love of the game is what made us a party of five. And now after all these years I find myself loving baseball so much more. It's really how I feel closest to my brother and closest to the memory's of my family. I don't want to forget any of those times . We had so many. I'm going to start to share them all! 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Love of all things fast

Having many second thoughts of going to the race... We went anyways!! So much fun at MOTOGP race!! Spain won all races!

Monday, April 29, 2013

love is what we make of it!

As time is never my friend...we I am running at 100mph I stop dead in my tracks and bust out a cry!
Sometimes that cry will turn to laughs or it will be that cry when you cant breathe. I love my brother for what he was to me and I love him for the man he was always trying to be. It is a raw reminder that I have to love me for what I am and what I have to offer. I cant beat myself up for coming up short or trying to show my kids that I am a millionaire. We can only "do" what we can "DO." I love to live in the moment and try time to listen to the silence. I hope he knows I carry him in my heart but its time to start living again. I know its what he would want!

Sunday, January 27, 2013

New Day and new challenges,,,,,,,,,,,,,

A new office might bring me some joy in working in a room that I once hated! Its all cubs gear and that warms my heart any way to feel a little closer to him will help!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Getting under that Orange Sky!

About that time for sun to set and lie always its my time to think of u and wish I was meeting you under that orange sky. Happy to know that I'm getting happy for the both of us. I'm trying bro to love life again even as much as I am heartbroken I'm pushing forward the best way possible. And getting rid of anyone who doesn't share my faith and believes. Love u bro and miss u more than u know.