As time is never my friend...we I am running at 100mph I stop dead in my tracks and bust out a cry!
Sometimes that cry will turn to laughs or it will be that cry when you cant breathe. I love my brother for what he was to me and I love him for the man he was always trying to be. It is a raw reminder that I have to love me for what I am and what I have to offer. I cant beat myself up for coming up short or trying to show my kids that I am a millionaire. We can only "do" what we can "DO." I love to live in the moment and try time to listen to the silence. I hope he knows I carry him in my heart but its time to start living again. I know its what he would want!
Telling your loved ones how awesome they are and how much they mean to you is so important. I'm thankful our last words to each other were I love you...love you too! Andy Jr. We miss you .....a great son...an awesome brother and Super Daddy to his girls!
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